read my lips.

"say what you mean and mean what you say."

also known as, don't make promises you can't keep.

or that you never intended on keeping in the first place.

I say that "if you're willing to go the distance, then the distance doesn't matter"... but the contrary is true as well. if you're unwilling to go the distance, to put in the effort it takes to go where it is you want to go.. then the distance becomes more than just distance- it becomes a barrier. it becomes a chasm, impossible to pass. it's like the saying, "you may not be pushing me away, but you're not fighting for me either." in relationships, in life, in sports, in anything that you do. if you're not fighting to get where you want to be, then you wont get anywhere. this life we live, is not a passive life.

so now. tell me. tell me what happened. i mean, don't get me wrong, i believe wholly that this is part of God's plan, that maybe this is a sign that this is how it's supposed to be. but honestly... what happened. if you would just simply tell me that much. i would love it. 

i believe so much so in second chances.. but thirds? the odds are slim.

so please, just tell me what happened.