be careful what you wish for

please, from one fellow human to another, stop wishing the time away.

we've all done it: "If only I were older", "I wish I could grow up", "I'm sick of school, I wish it could just be done."

stop! NO, please, really though. I mean, I guess there's no way to avoid it. you see, I've realized lately how quickly my high school years went by- how much I miss them! I hated school.. that's true. but I miss it! High school was not a very nice environment, but I miss it! so much. Yes, I love my life now where I am at, but that doesn't mean I don't mean the recklessly fun lifestyle of the high school student I was only a year ago.

It's funny, I'm finally trying to take the time to enjoy my life instead of always looking to the future, and I think it may be going by even faster! I mean, I'm about to start my sophomore year of college. It feels like yesterday I was starting my freshman year of college. It scares the crap out of me, how fast this year went. I cannot fathom it. in any sense of the word.

but i guess that's just life.

let's try and enjoy each day for what it is.

Haha i'm sorry guys, I'm feeling very sentimental and nostalgic today.