clarity.

and in this moment, i know that everything will work out exactly the way it's supposed to. I know that I don't know anything, and that I need to stop trying to pretend that I do. in this moment, i know that if i let go, if i drop my pride, if i stop trying to hard to be the hero, and let God be God, then everything will work out. maybe not exactly the way that i had intended. but in the end, it's not about my intentions at all is it? it's about the will of God. and man, that is so much more than I can even see. sometimes it takes a newsflash- a reality check- a slap in the face, to see what i'm doing wrong. but i'm so thankful now. haha, funny story, my reality check came from watching Narnia. Prince Caspian. first, i've realized that narnia will never get old and i will always love it and it will always make me a little bit sad. but second, i learned that i can learn so much from it.

anyway.

i've realized that clarity, doesn't necessarily mean that I know everything. Clarity is that even though I know nothing, i'm ok. i'm going to be alright, and everything is and will be as it should. Clarity is in trusting God. Trusting that He is and was and will be.


thank you so much.


Clarity.


i've been waiting a while... and i know that this isn't the end of me being confused, and that down the road... i'll be walking into the same brick wall. but for now? i have clarity. and that's more than i could ever ask for.

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