no longer a person, only a shadow.

BEST THING EVER: when you completely play your heart out in a soccer game. i mean, seriously, the hardest you've ever played ever, but you still lose because you played section champs, (so you're already exhausted, mentally, emotionally, and physically) and then you get home and your mother spends the entire night telling how, "if only you could get more training, maybe you could be as good as your sister. if you just had the training she had you would have so much potential. I mean, you play hard, but you need the technique, the composure, the touch, you really just need to understand the game better."




^^i lied, it actually is the worst thing ever.



thank you, my oh-so-supportive mother for telling me i suck, don't understand soccer, and will never be as good as my superhero of a sister.


i'll remember to come to you the next time i need a pep talk.