sometimes it's worth the risk.

Fine. I wont head the ball ever.

Or here, i just wont ever play soccer again.

but y'know what? I'll be miserable for the rest of my life.

I know there is more to life than soccer. But I can tell you that it happens to be a huge part of mine.

yes my head hurts.

yes i'm nauseous.

yes this might come with consequences.

But it's worth it.

some of you- most of you- will never understand.

but it is.

i promise.

all i ask, is that when this kind of stuff happens, that you support me and tell me it'll be ok. Not judge me, tell me how much wiser and respinsible i should be, and how all this horrible stuff is going to happen and it'll be all my fault. guarantee you that is NOT what i need right now.


thanks.