procrastinating.

At this given moment in time, I have some work I should be doing... in fact, I have much. Not nearly as much as most people, but I mean, I'm a freshman without a declared major so my life is pretty chill. This is my list of things to do:

-Western Civ Paper/30 minute presentation (group project) due Thursday.
-Developmental Psych 7 page essay due next Tuesday.
-Developmental Psych take home final due Friday.
-12 minute Spanish video (group project) due Monday.
-Speech evaluations due Wednesday.
-studying until my brain falls out.

so if you are a college student, you can see that I have it easy compared to most. However, I am still procrastinating to the ends of the earth. You see, my western civ paper is basically done. I just have to do the citations, except that I hate citations so I'm putting that off. The presentation... that still needs to get done... yup. I'm a little bit concerned about that.

My developmental Psych paper, I just keep not doing. end of story.

Spanish is a struggle, because none of us have met together, so I guess we'll talk on Wednesday.

and studying... I have finals week for that.

my question is, why do I procrastinate like this? I would truly love to just get it all done and be able to relax and stop thinking about it. instead, I chose to put it off until later, except that the whole time I'm putting it off, I'm thinking about whatever it is that I'm putting off. would it not be better to just get it done? what I would love is if i could get my whole Psych essay done tonight. I mean, that should be the least of my worries, seeing as that is due on Tuesday. But realistically what else can I do? it's all group projects. can I just say that I HATE group projects. they say life is a group project. But honestly, life is not thiiiiiiis kind of group project unless you're like, a business major or something. Yes, I'm gonna have to work with people, but that is entirely different than writing an annoying paper that none of us care about and making us present int for the class. grr. I do not like western civ. at all.

anyway,

in other very big news.


I have a meeting with Romy Hosford on Wednesday at 10:00 am.

who is Romy Hosford you may ask?

well, she is the professor of photography here at Roberts.

in other words, if everything goes as planned, I will be entering my Sophomore year of college as a double major in Spanish and Art with a concentration in Photography. WOOOO.

I'm actually beyond excited.

photography, you may ask?

don't you want a good job someday, you may ask?

haha well, you ask a lot of questions. However, I actually do have a plan for my life. clearly I do not have everything figured out but I do know what I would like as a career. On Wednesday, I will be finding out if this career is attainable as this major.

what is this career, you may ask?

good gravy, child. calm down.

well in simple terms, I want to be a photographer.

but more specifically, I want to be a photographer for non-profit missions organizations. I want to photograph in other countries while having the ability to touch the lives and hearts of people.

However, if that doesn't happen (if I feel like I would like to stay in the states, because I do want to be grounded in the states. I want to spend quite a bit of time in the california/seattle area, and i want to have a family), I would love to be a wedding photographer/senior pictures/anything really. even a journalist would be fun! Anyway, that's my plan.

It's a little bit risky, but it's what I love, so why not?

Now that I have successfully procrastinated for an even longer amount of time, I should really get back to work now.

LET'S KILL THIS PSYCH ESSAYYYYYYY!!!!

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