p.s.

I'm terrified of going to Spain.

I'm starting to almost feel as though I don't want to go.

I mean, of course I do.

But for 4 months? that's so long.

I'm just so afraid. Beyond afraid.

Maybe I should not major in Spanish?

Good heavens.

I don't have a clue.

Do I really want to do education?

Or should I just do communications with a concentration in media arts?

WHY AM I HEEEEEEEERE.




i should drop out and move to california.